Dec 13, 2010

Limbo

Between the motion...
and the act...
falls the shadow.

We are caught between two giant options right now. If things go the way we want (we think), there is a big series of changes in store, including a move.

If things stay the same, though, there are still big changes ahead in the next year or so.

Do you blame me for feeling a tad crazy right now? Sorry I haven't been blogging so much lately.

I have a hard time writing about things, until they are resolved. I don't like to write about unresolved things. I like to be able to decide what to do and do it, not wait. And wait. And wait. :)

But we'll have a lot to post about soon, maybe. Or maybe not.

Between the maybe...
and the maybe not...
lies less-than-sanity.

*sigh*

3 comments:

Dave L said...

I totally know the feeling. And every time we think we've latched on to the "truth" something changes.

It's been a big lesson in learning to trust these last few months. More than that, though, is that it's been a lesson in learning to allow our wills to come into alignment with His and not the other way around. We realized yesterday that we spend more time instructing the Lord on how we should be helped than in allowing Him to work.

Putz said...

if you really do move to afhganistan like i thought you were from when i first started to blog to you but you were lying through your teeth that would kind of serve you right, but PROVO GIRL originally from the dreaded state of california and no i won't say your real name, always be our no surf girl<><>,.just be sure to follow your husband with your little ducklings tied to a rope behind you as make your way through the mazes<<>love you the putz

Heather said...

Yeah I know the feeling - it's very unsettling. Kind of scared, kind of excited at the same time. We're going through some of that right now too. Actually, I've been wanting to talk to you about it sometime. Maybe we'll have to drop in again. :) Hope you guys have a Merry Christmas!